not good..

i have an account on daily strength.org i just posted this.. dont feel like editing it.. so yeah..

so i thot there was a thread on here where you could just vent or something.. i couldnt find it..so im sorry i am having to make a new topic..

i was feeling neutral. but then while i was on facebook i started looking at all my 'friends' and then their friends. right after looking at like two profiles, i got this sickening feeling and feeling of sadness. i need someone so bad right now. im not really sure what triggered it, but yeah.. and sometimes i tend to set myself up. i dont know.

i just need someone so bad. im thinking about all kinds of things. like relationships. i used to go on online dating sites. but now i cant. i dont know what i like, male or female. i am not even interested in that. i guess i am just interested in a friend..

no one has time for me online. i used to talk to a lot of ppl last year or before. but now i dont talk to anyone. my aim list is getting smaller and smaller. i will im someone and then they have to go, or i will im someone, and i havent talked to them in a long time (whethere i knew them in person or not), and i wont know what to say. its not gonna help to say, oh i feel depressed. i dont know.

the mental health clinic hasnt called. i need to call tomorrow. i set my alarm for 9,45.. lol doubt i will get up. ill end up letting it go off until it stops beeping..just like every other morning..

so yeah.. sorry for this..

if anyone has aol im you can im me::: Faerie Godess22