Stupid

This is an email I sent to my mom earlier, after my stupid appointment/interview at cbs, the temp agency. i have another appt/interview at another temp agency at 1:30..


it is almost 11. just now got back from cbs. i really cant work. but whatever. im doing all this work serching for you. they ask me what i wanna be doing, i make up some answer cus i dont know what i want to be doing. so i filled out all the paperwork, as if i am being hired to work for cbs. someone is sipposed to call me to set up an interview today at for dodge animal health. i could be making boxes, i could be picking and packing boxes. i think its fast paced. but i didnt ask for sure. you stand all day. 1:30-10, 8.75 an hour. not guarenteed to be hired even after working the 520 hours. m-f. must be willing to work overtime, cus it happens a lot. cant remember whatever else. but they said they dont wanna train pl and than have them quit, so whatever.. i feel like shit. i cant eve make it hru the day without being so tired and lathragic something is wrong, but no money for drs or tests. and i have seen drs all my life and they cant find anything. but yeah. i can barely drive hme from cbs. im leaving for the store. was hoping dad could help me, but hes not here. i was also hopeing to sleep before i went to my 1:30 adecco thing. but cbs took so darn long. they didnt get to me until 10.. no idea why they said i had an interview at 9. i think they tell evbery1 that. and of course i was the nicest one dressed there. one firl was even sleeping in the waiting area. whatever. 10:57 leaving for the store

and her response was nothing really. the only thing she said that could possibly relate to this email was, youre right, its not an ideal job. just see how the other place goes. of course i didnt say, that in order to get a clerical position you have to have previous work experience in an office.

im so tired. not as weak as i was when i sent the email, obviously. cus i had typos everywhere in that one. but i was truely, not all here/there.