uhm i dont feel anything.. the only thing i feel is physicaly tension pain. i suppose if i was the one getting married and didnt feel anything, then maybe there would be a problem. but everyones so happy and excited, etc, etc. im not. i just wanna get it over with. im not even nervous or worried. as i said well before this, i cant let anyone know i am struggling bc i wont be more stress on everyone and i wont ruin ruin the wedding. but i have a feeling, even after this is over with... they wont get it. i dont know. i dont think its an attention thing. like oh, my sister is getting all the attention, and i wish people would see me.
i dont know. i think i have to leave soon. not sure what all is happening. well i will drive down with my sister around 2. i guess she wants to drop some things off at the place were staying tonite. then well go to the wedding site, rehearse and then go to some adult chuck e cheese.. dave and busters.. whatever..
shit gotta go.. help my sister.
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