Stupid little kid..

i have a really bad headache.. but i wanted to write this before it got even worse.. yeah that mad a lot of sense.. basically my headache gets worse when i try to think hard.. blah whatever..
i now hate little kids. i have always hated them. but today has really assured me of how much i dont like them. they are so unpredictable. RAWR!!

basically. i was pulling into dollar general.. i was driving, my mom was in the passenger seat. all of a sudden this little THING darts out in front me.. i dont know how old he was.. probly as tall as my bumper, like front of my car. so pretty fucking small. and there were like cars parked in front of the store.. cant explain it very well. = = okay, so the = sign is cars parked, the is me driving down the parking lot, and then cars on the other side.. blah i dont know.. so yeah.. you couldnt see the kid til he was like right in front of my car.. i was so pissed. my heart beat so fast. my mom freaked out. if my mom wasnt in the car, i think i would have ran the kid over. i really didnt see him. the kid was like running to a car with his mom in it. or whoever.. and then after the kid darted out. there was a guy/dad coming out from the store.. but im a pretty damn sure the parents didnt know what happened. i started freaking out cus i thot the parents were gonna yell at me and come beat me up.. cus they looked sleezy and gross. but i am convinced they didnt know what happened! we sat in the car till they left.

thing is, i am not very alert when im driving. and that incident makes me even more afraid to drive. who knows what would have happened if my mom wasnt in the car. i am never really fully THERE when im driving. so its worries me. it worried me before, but this was like an almost real accident. i dont know.. so yeah.. i kind of forgot about this, as traumatic as it was. i think i just forgot cus i forget things a lot lately.. i dont know.

my head hurts.. i should probly turn another light on.. i dont know..